I'm just tired means my body is exhausted. Tired from being up several times with a baby. Tired from three year olds with bad dreams that need to be held. It means that I'm aware that I stay up far too late, but those hours after the kids are in bed are the only ones I have that are quiet. The only time I have to rest, to create, and to think an uninterrupted thought.
I'm just tired means that my arms are weary. Tired from holding the littlest while he's battled months of ear infections and protecting him for the overexuberance of his siblings. Tired from fighting nighttime monsters by holding the princess. Tired from carrying a baby in a sling and a heavy bag in each arm, then a coat or two or three.
I'm just tired means my legs are worn out. Tired from running, keeping kids safe and out of the street or the neighbor's perfectly green yard. Tired from running to catch throw up. Tired from playing tag. Tired from dancing to sooth a fussy infant.
I'm just tired means my knees ache. Tired from pleading with the Father that I won't screw these kids up, begging him to send financial relief to help with all the medical bills that come with having five little ones, beseeching Him to help me see connections between my actions/food/behavior, imploring him to just keep these children safe.
I'm just tired means that my eyes are sleepy. Tired from watching and trying to enjoy every moment. Tired from watching them run in circles. Tired from keeping an eye out for danger. Tired of watching them pour milk, knowing that you'll be cleaning it up if it spills but hoping that this time they'll have success. Tired from watching them make mistakes and pay consequences.
I'm just tired means that my lips are overworked. Tired from telling them for the four hundredth time to be nice to their siblings. Tired from reading aloud just one more book. Tired from singing endless lullabies just to have the screaming start again between verses. Tired from explaining to people why we are on food restrictions. Tired from biting my tongue. Tired from eating all of their leftovers because I can't stand to see all that food go to waste, but I know that they didn't like it at all.
I'm just tired means that my ears are spent. Tired from listening to unsolicited advice. Tired of hearing them talk about Minecraft for hours. Tired of hearing the complaints every single meal. Tired from the sounds of high pitched squealing. Tired of whining. Tired from listening to make sure they are still breathing. Tired from trying so desperately to hear the quiet whisper of the Holy Ghost.
I'm just tired means that my cheeks are sore. Tired after genuine laughter and smiles and all the good and wonderful parts of being a mommy. Tired from pretend smiling so nobody has to hear me whine about my struggles. Tired of pretending that if my face smiles, my heart and mind will follow.
I'm just tired means that my brain is fatigued. Tired from arranging schedules. Tired from planning menus. Tired from coming up an hour late with all the witty comebacks to their complaints. Tired of endless searching for ways to be the best teacher. Tired from battling with demons- the ones that remind me that I'm not, nor will I ever be good enough as well as the ones who scream that I am doing this whole mothering thing ALL wrong and that my children will suffer forever because of it. Tired because of too many ideas, very few of which will I ever complete. Tired because I can't focus.
I'm just tired means that my heart is faint. Tired because I have asked them so many times not to do what they are doing again. Tired because it knows that it is not giving my sweet husband the love and attention he deserves. Tired because the sudden switches between being naughty and suddenly needing to cuddle. Tired because it's full- full of love and gratitude for these little people.
Hi everyone! One thing you should know about me is that I LOVE to travel! It is one of my favorite things to see the world, to try new things, and go new places! We live in a pretty amazing world with gorgeous places and fun adventures! I even work for Marriott Vacations Worldwide, helping timeshare owners plan their amazing adventures around the world! I love travel! So, this month when the Bits 'N Pieces at SNP was announced as a travel theme, I knew I had to participate!
And they are only $1.00 until May 7th!!
That is a killer good deal!
Here are the goods!
Previews are linked to the store!
And here are what the lovely ladies from my CT did with it! (PS, I am ULTRA excited because these are all fantastic! Lots of talented ladies!)
Heather and Kim
For the first week they are $1.00!! It is a fantastic deal and you don't want to miss it! Plus there are lots of other fun, fun kits with coordinating theme and colors! They are all amazing! Go check them out!
Love isn't just in the shared looks, laughs, fights, tears, or time spent together. Love is standing together, side by side, through anything that life throws your way. You are there for each other and support each other through it all. Be sure to grab these Buffet parts while they're half off!
I have not always loved rain...but then I moved to Florida where I served a mission for my church. And let me tell you, I fell in love with the rain! And so when I saw the colors for the Bits 'N Pieces this month at Scraps 'N Pieces, I knew exactly what I needed to do!
And for the first week April, you get each piece for $1.00! And there are tons of pieces that coordinate in the store from other Designers! Go check them out! They are all tons of fun!
(Previews will take you to links!)
They always do such a fantastic job! I love each of them and their styles! Enjoy their layouts!
by CT Heather and Tasanee
By CT Robyn F
By CT Robyn L and Kim
On one other note, be sure to check out the store collab! I got to be part of that this month and it is magical! :) You will love it!
The days have been short and dreary, the nights cold and long. The rain and snow have been falling for so long that it seems endless. Sometimes you feel like you'll go mad if you have to spend one more day indoors looking out the window at such miserable sights. And then just as you think you can't bear it for one more day, a miraculous thing occurs. You see a small bud of green on a plant, or that first robin appears. Suddenly the tress are abloom in soft pink flowers all around and you know that finally... Spring has Sprung!
Any mother of a little boy knows that they have a knack for getting into trouble... and an equally good knack for getting out of it! A little smile and a wink and suddenly you've forgotten why you were mad in the first place! Little boys (and often the not-so-little ones too) have a certain charm that melts the heart, and endears you to them for good.
Ponytails Designs has created a fun new kit for the GingerScraps Buffet that will have you scrapping those boy pictures in no time... the good, the bad, and the oh-so-charming ones!
Check out these wonderful pages from the team!
You can head to Natasha's blog to pick up a couple of coordinating freebies as well. Have a great week!